Monday, August 3, 2009

Seeing you walk away, but I'm still unsure.
If I made the right decision.
So finally I look away for the direction I long to see you, the day is too painful to endure.
Those jeaously kills, Those imagination & assumption I made.
Those uncertain answer and words you spoken to me.
I want to say Iloveyou. But alone again crying for you, alone again missing for you.
I'm waiting for you as promised.
Your day will leave me behind, without any memories.
And refused to notice, my steaming tears.
I'm alone with my thoughts.
You were not there when I need a shoulder.
You wasnt there to advise me what I need to do next.
It hurts me badly to see your beautiful smile with others girl.
But I cannot smile back when you look at me.
Can I be the only one in your heart?
You say you will stay.
I'll be waiting for you at the late nights.
Just to receive a message/calls.
But its always end with disappointment.
I won't show my tears any longer.
You let me know about this false love.
I won't let go because it's you.
I'm walking through our memories.
Tears well up in my heart, what should I do?
No matter how I try to erase you over and over.
My heart only searches for you.
Even if I tried for days to forget you, to erase you.
Clamly, like a fool, an awkward greeting was all I could do.
These awkward words are for you.
You've become so far away.
Tell me I don't understand love
What am I to do?