Want to cry out loud.
Want to tell you guys, I'm sorry.
I wasn't the girl you guys are looking for.
I wasn't the daughter you want from year 2005
I wasn't the sister you girls knew anymore.
I give up my examination at last minute
Scream at the tutors that was teaching me tenderly at last minutes
Went out running, thinking I'll be better.



Went looking for a job even I know I wont love it.
I'm alway treat like a princess
I wanna grow up, providing you.
Wanna buy present for you.
Wanna show my love, I can be independent
Want be the same as he is.
Although, parent tell me to quit my job.
I insist carrying on.
I'm been trying non stop to turn better.
But I no longer know who I am.
Cause I wasn't happy at all.
I love night life but wasn't allow.
Even sitting below my house, I get restricted due to gossip
Who was the one that really care about me.
I found no true friend, no family, no one who truely love me anymore.
Guys that hang around was playing a fool with me.
The one I love wasn't loving me.
But I still stood there looking at him, thinking he will pat on me.




What do I really want in life.
Really a Degree certificate?
Really a high salary job?
The boyfriend I want wasn't the one my family member can accept
The life I want was restricted.
Was all this care or over concern.

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Everyday life seem unpredictable,
enjoy for the brief hour of its duration as
we watch the day pass not knowing what will come next.
Everything I do, there a price to pay.
Choices have consequences.
To each his own.
To face it and not to evade every crisis that comes.
If we love judging others,
thus we have no time to love them.
People will always remember the thing you said ,
and the way you treated them.

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Alisha Heng SY ™
Single ♥
Gang of sisters,my darlings♥
Warm-heart family, my strength♥
Including snoopy heng, my soul♥
I never understand what ♥ is like



Before loving other, treasure urself