Friday, May 15, 2009
Im looking n waiting my dearie
To see ur reaction, to know how much is this worth.
And I really know it worth nothing.
I'm just the silly girl mention in your words.
To stop you from distracted, worry and sadness.
I did try every word you say. But nothing I sense told me you love me like I do.
Nothing even the holding of my hands.
Shld be happy but nothing than disappointment.
You treat me like a game, and tmr is the ending of this game
Trust me, I mean it.
I did all I can.
To talk nicely, to worry like a fool. to cry like a silly girl do.
Your love wasn't the one I want, The care wasn't too.
And thankful, I find someone really care & love me.
REAL do as a serious r/s. Making me wanna cry everytime I see him.
Being so foolish. So in the end I Choose him like you say.
I will be leaving, thinking you say sth meaningful.
But I was wrong, utterly wrong.
I tot you will serve me some tibit/hot drink.
At least hold me tight but you never.
Throwing all trouble and saying you care, really care.
You say this sentence that hurt me so much.
Did you think for my feeling, worrying the whole night with you.
I will conclude I really don't understand you.