Its not a good year from the start. You choosen to leave me without burden and in the end I carry more burden then you did. You gamble again, parents disapproved. My restricted area. following by money lost and I as being blame by my sibling.


Then I choosen to give up my everything, friendster, blog, sisters and maybe my family. I gain no 1 trust. Fom the start till end I knew. u guys think I choose a wrong bf,wrong judgement and everything. How can a ahlian, rebellious girl turn to be a good girl. Maybe really impossible.


Maybe I know what i should do, that is right? Even admitting something I never did and he didnt. no one believe maybe i shouldnt too. But i trust my own instinct all along.


I want to leave this place and live alone on my own.


I apologise to my sisters. once a sister, alway will it be. You guys life wont have me anymore. I would regret, cause i did my best to be one. No1 treasure, no1 care.



Mayb you guys care just for that moment. And im not in the first position so it doesnt matter.



You think you guys care only and i didnt, im the one getting hurt n hurt again.
for everything i had try to give in. No more again. I'll be on my own.

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Everyday life seem unpredictable,
enjoy for the brief hour of its duration as
we watch the day pass not knowing what will come next.
Everything I do, there a price to pay.
Choices have consequences.
To each his own.
To face it and not to evade every crisis that comes.
If we love judging others,
thus we have no time to love them.
People will always remember the thing you said ,
and the way you treated them.

myspace image at Gickr
Alisha Heng SY ™
Single ♥
Gang of sisters,my darlings♥
Warm-heart family, my strength♥
Including snoopy heng, my soul♥
I never understand what ♥ is like



Before loving other, treasure urself