Sunday, November 9, 2008
If all those tears haven stop from ytd?
I'll restart everything again.
I'm really SORRY!
Everything I did.
Everytime spoil the mood for events.
Not understand your situation
Sorry for stupid attitude.
Sorry for changing to a girl I dont understand myself anymore.
If possible I will hold you tight.
Told you how precious you were to me.
How we start from the first place,
How each sistership bonds get stonger.
Till now when I realised everything.
Was I too late?
I dont know what will happen to us in the future.
Im too afraid to think.
We'll all change in our mindset, our views in everything.
We'll no longer have the fun we used to had.
We'll know someone new in your day.
We'll be handling stuff by not being together.
We'll have less gathering each months
We'll be going seperate ways..
The joys, the laughs, the fun, the anger, the smile, the action we used to had..
Nothing gonna be the same anymore..
Nothing gonna be as happy as before anymore..
Nothing gonna be well in my life..
I'm sorry
yiai , for not understand your diffculties.
I'm sorry
jing & da bee.I'm sorry
jingyi not having time to acc you like the pasts.
Im sorry
serene not being a good sister of yours.
I'm sorry
jingkai and
dabee, for leting our special bond geting weaker.
I'm sorry
sabrina for not being alway there for you.
Really want everything back in life
againIts not because of sweetheart presence that thing become like this.
Please do take good care.
please forgive my ignorance, attitude.
Lastly, please dont look for me, dont contact/ text me.
I really want to be alone.
Sorry,
sweetheart.