Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Ytd went back msl just me and yiai as she sudden had this decision and when im home alone so freely. So I went to wdl center and met her up, bought bubble tea and took bus913. Gt the visitor pass and we linger around b4 heading for MrYeo. Mr lim remember my name cause its the same with her daughter. =) Had great fun at D&T staffs room, we laught like the past and we realised thing really changed lots. Im making sushi for D&T staffs b4 teacher day during my self study week, cause I guess its the last time. And I make sure, there is improvement and not lower standard. Haha, of course for my darling, swtheart too. We went dinner at sakae like oldies, Mr yeo treats and next time will be us okay. =D After which me and yiai walk back home. A sister I knew since im seven years old, 12 years of friendship and sistership.
Back home chit chat with mummy since dad was aslp. =( I knew they were disappointed. Neither are me& sis, cause we dont understand how my brother is thinking at all. Mum, still afraid that he wont come back stay even after NS.
Sister comment to mum that im not having good sleep recently is it due to study? Cause im talking in the night many many time in the night. Swtheart say so too. Maybe bax cause of project problem, not going lesson? Well, i went sch almost daily but im not in class. I will be idle arond the school with peeps or canteeen enjoy my meals. I skipped 6 times, my attendance is nice nice 90% ++. I should attend classes daily after this week, no matter how boring, still sit in that lecturer room. Must passs examination smoothly and graduate. Mostly to continue if I can find where im going.
Apologise to dajie, as I couldnt acc her for movie on monday. Meeting my darling on friday and some on sunday for facial. Guess friday will be in Rp studying with bee, she'll play PSP. LOL. If not we will be shopping at far east with yiai.
Suddenly I miss my oldies day, nights ot with jingkai and bee at playground. So long till I seen him, he busy working? Chatting with twinnie rene at my house till 6am. Shopping with yiai and chatting under block. Playing pool with sabrina, talk heart to heart. Cooking with jing. so many thing with my darling. When we used to gather out for fun. Things changes, and how many really tried to treasure this bond of sistership. Try to give and take for one another. Think for each of us, diffculties that we faced. A small reminder sms, a small encourage, a small console, a small concern.
This sistership to me is like fading, because I started to get busy with my stuffs. Study, swtheart, sch mates, family and darling. After hearing so many youngster died of accidents, I start wonder, did we really cherish , treasure, love enuff for every mintutes of the day. 24 hour a day, had you try spending mintues knwing your love one. I didnt, thats why Im thinking everyday. What had gone wrong.