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Wake up prepare breakfast and took ahbi for a stroll under block while waiting for boyfriend to arrive. Headed home to had breakfast and off to 167 to consult the chinese doctor regard to his skin allegy. Friday going again, now i also have to consult too. =.= Went to woodland regional library to study, in the end I was eating non stop[ potato chucks and browine with ice cream] and wanna fall aslp without eating any. Boyfriend bth me, go walk walk on his own leaving me alone. I called him back for going to watch movie. Run papa run! Haha, not a bad/good movie just normal. Lol, before going movie boyfriend go to timezone and try out the game for hooking soft toy. =.= regards how many time he fail while going out he just try his luck to get one for me. Yiai should know why too, he spend too much on that stupid vending machine. I was one stupid idoit who try to hook a BIG piglet using hundred plus, in the end. I brought one home. So i dont quite believe can caught one, although people caught it. =x Wakaka, finally ytd boyfriend got it at $8, winnie the phoon in swimming trunks. So sudden when he got it, happiness stuck there. The toy couldnt drop out, so had to call the staffs. =) Hug phono bear happily to movie show. In the end the phoon bear cost $28, cause boyfriend keep wanting to get another but unsuccessful plus me keep pulling him out of time zone. Went for yoshinoya and bought chicken pie to yishun. He wants to go see his lady boss. Lol, we went to yishun northpoint walk around. Back to his hp shop, sit there and chill till close shop. Well, mayb now i understand why boyfriend's brother dont want him at there. If give me a chance also dont want him to be there cause afraid people at there influence him. Then he will turn bad again. But i knew he wont, cause i got do spot check de hor. HAHA... Well, thanks you for helping me carrying my thing the whole day while i never use it at all. Sorry, i did throw abit of temper in the morning when you came find me. Hope you enjoy the horrible breakfast i made. Went home, bath, rest a while and off to sleep. Mummy never say anything except for saying me anyhow spend money. She knew it wasnt bought by me. LOL


Wake up tidy things and im in school with an empty stomach waiting for my ex classmate/ groupmate to have lunch with me. LOL. Imiss them lots, i enjoy those lesson. Times flies, i couldnt remember why last semester i changed into a different girl. Didnt knew why i did so many stupid thing smoking, drinking, and flirting. Luckily, im back again all thanks to my darling sister and boyfriend. Another semester den they will be graduated. Well, i'll miss them lots. No classmate want to talk to me, i told boyfriend about it. =( not dont want talk is dnever befriend with me cause . . . Never mind, im all on my own.


Today woke up den i realise boyfriend importance to me. Knew i was not a goof girlfriend from the start. I didnt give him all my hearts, cause i still got family, ahbi and sisters to care and love.
I did ask myself if one day we get fall out bcoz of me not being whole heart to you, will i regret? Found myself fading from my sister? Well, i miss them. I forgotten how life was like in the pasts. I saw a girl so similar to me like in the past, well. I laught to myself being so childish at time. I'll be friendly, I'll be evil at times. Toward my sisters, they are so impt cause losing them is like losing part of my life rainbow. Since the day when sabrina and me last quarrell, things changes in our life. No longer got those laughter and joy, just peaceful life if you had notice. When daddy jk left, life seem no more cheerful like the pasts. No one to consult and told my problem. No longer know how is he doing on his own. Times when me and bee wanna call you out like usual but we didnt knew when to start and how to. Boyfriend had just been trying to fill the rainbow more colourful. Well, i glad I found you let me believe in love once again.


Two impt people leave my life, and i knew why is there emptiness. I just wonder do there found out. MAybe they think someone can replace. To me, its still them who can filled up those places in my heart. If time could rewind, if we people can forgive and forget easier.



Garfield daddy jk, i miss you lots. Tears still wanna flow when i remember you. Well, i hope time pass faster, den we can forget all these.


Sister sabrina, still calling you my sisters, but thing changes so much in us. did you realise. we never chat heart to heart like in the past. But i still love and miss you. Still standing side by side whenever you need me. =D

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Everyday life seem unpredictable,
enjoy for the brief hour of its duration as
we watch the day pass not knowing what will come next.
Everything I do, there a price to pay.
Choices have consequences.
To each his own.
To face it and not to evade every crisis that comes.
If we love judging others,
thus we have no time to love them.
People will always remember the thing you said ,
and the way you treated them.

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Alisha Heng SY ™
Single ♥
Gang of sisters,my darlings♥
Warm-heart family, my strength♥
Including snoopy heng, my soul♥
I never understand what ♥ is like



Before loving other, treasure urself