Ytd was slacking at home the whole day, finally and i slept for hours. Cry for countless time cause so much happen. Early morning saw bee nick, follow by sky of love movie, serene's blog and lastly sister's word of advise. So i decided to went out although aunt came my house. I will get plenty of nagging but i dont care. Aunt saw me crying at my room, since years i had not let her worry abt me.



I got no one to find so end up with daddy pouring all my sorrow. And i drop my tears for twice, disappointed dd about the stuff i did when he left oversea.We chatted all the way till three plus until my mood was better. Thanks daddy alot, well shld get back to the same spot. My secrets had been too much at time. Worries had been too much. I hope all darling will be safe and happy.


Well, the next one month, i'll go with my plan talk jie over and told mummy about my bf. This time round dont want hurt mummy. So I didnt knew what will happen to me and dear. I knew kor and jie wont help me. But jie those word you said really hurtful. I tot you already understand me already after so much. I tot you will understand why i get in r/s again. Mayb you didnt knew. Maybe you tot i going back to the past. Ruining my own life. Cause this half year I return late at nights and i pick up smoking again. You might tot I went straying my life but all along I was chatting normally with my darling. Typing this paragraphy, my tears flows. ='( Hope jie drop by like the pasts and understand. Im no longer that girl. And we will always be the dearest real blood jiemei.


Make boyfriend sad cause told him what jie told me. Cause i return late at night. All dear faults, i almost got kidnap by a car of malays. =.= Forget it, love boyfriend. I ps my dear again, im really sorry. Meeting my darlings later at night and going back school. Dear, i miss you. I pray all those promise we made will not gone broken. you had been a great boyfriend adore me all this while. no matter what happen, promise i never leave you. Wait for me, will you?

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Everyday life seem unpredictable,
enjoy for the brief hour of its duration as
we watch the day pass not knowing what will come next.
Everything I do, there a price to pay.
Choices have consequences.
To each his own.
To face it and not to evade every crisis that comes.
If we love judging others,
thus we have no time to love them.
People will always remember the thing you said ,
and the way you treated them.

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Alisha Heng SY ™
Single ♥
Gang of sisters,my darlings♥
Warm-heart family, my strength♥
Including snoopy heng, my soul♥
I never understand what ♥ is like



Before loving other, treasure urself