Sunday, March 9, 2008

It came to the last solution.
I took sleeping pills and off to sleep at 12.
But i still wake up endless time after one hours.
And each time I wake up I dial babyboy's hp.
Since its mornng 9, I finally get clear.
I really dont love this boy anymore.
But I still want to continue loving him.
After rejecting so many..
After waiting for his POP.
After he met up with me.
I still perfer to be single and unavailable.
And im seriously wanna to quiting smoking cause im addicted.
And i deleted all guys no in my hp.
Thats the way i can turn back after i return back to here.
I ask myself how do i manage to hug you when i found you no longer mine only
How can i pretend im all right.
You never knew i was holding my tear and smoking alone.