I know I shouldnt have this feeling.
When I'm alone, or when I departed with you.
I hate this feeling,
Cause only in my twenty year life only babyboy.
Give me this uncertain feeling.
At the point of childish age, I bear with it and carry on.
But now, I want a stable relationship.
I simply finally understand it's you and nobody else.
So I sat in the blank, looking through those webpages.
& I know I shouldn't shed tears again.
No matter what happens.



Went sengkang with sister for facial
& shopping at compass point.
& I saw the swan swan.
Manage to visit it and had swing at the playground.




Should tuck in early after medication.
Busy week ahead =.=

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Its gonna be my last post.
cause you win in the game.
In making me damn upset.
I must be an idoit to actually walk in your trap.
To actually believe you will wait for 2 year
Showing off finish. *claps*



BB JH ask me to go over.
Rejected n still havent given him a proper reply.
Sorry, I wasnt in the mood.
I didn't knew how we can started off in this situation.



Was damn complicated, so I swing off all the toys on the shelf and tear all those photograph.
Yup, as expected with darling. I broke into tears. So you should be happier.
I took off the ring n sit here blasting song.
With those darling comfort in not falling in your trap.




I shouldn't be tearing.
ITS OVER.
OVER
OVER . . .




You made the decision into being with another girl.
That you NOT me.
Cause at least IRejected HER in the end.

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

lie on bebe shoulder and shed tears.
regarding due to busy work awaiting.
bebe tried to ease comfort.
just remember this few sentence he say.
Im mature enuff, so dont play with those bitches.
That sth more impt awaiting for me.



I shld try to make myself happier.
& start my second semester tmr.
Parents is too busy to pick me daily.
I arranged more revision with those clinque on friday.



Just a few more month to go. . .
Princess no longer feel happy with those
spending, make up and high heels.




I was the one that make the final decision.
so dont felt regret.
But I just hate this feeling of someone replacing.
Hate it, when I actually did believe what idoit said.
If love is like this. I guess I owe you a THANKS & TC.

直到一天你懂得去爱我.

Everyday life seem unpredictable,
enjoy for the brief hour of its duration as
we watch the day pass not knowing what will come next.
Everything I do, there a price to pay.
Choices have consequences.
To each his own.
To face it and not to evade every crisis that comes.
If we love judging others,
thus we have no time to love them.
People will always remember the thing you said ,
and the way you treated them.

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Alisha Heng SY ™
Single ♥
Gang of sisters,my darlings♥
Warm-heart family, my strength♥
Including snoopy heng, my soul♥
I never understand what ♥ is like



Before loving other, treasure urself